One Last Try?

After much soul searching and meditation my Viejito and I are finally facing the same direction.

He loves me, I love him, and we are going to do what it takes to be together.

I don't know what this will mean in practice. Does he want us to live together? Do I want that? When and how will he tell Jan and Blake about us? How will they react and what will we go through to get to the other side of this? All big scary things to consider but I still can't help but feel so happy. We've tried so long and so hard to deny what we have between us, surely if we invest that same energy into being together instead of being appart we can work though anything.

My family too are worried. It's hard to support a daughter that tells you she is in love with someone elses husband and you're planning to live happily ever after. My family love me and want to support me, they just find it hard to understand and trust that I have my good reasons for this choice.

Time will tell if it was worth it. For now I have to trust my instincts.