Working 9 to 5

We are a long way from the 9 to 5 grind of working at the bank now, aren't we?

Today we have a slave in at the Kastle, Simone. She's come in to do the floors, the carpets and a few other bits and pieces around the house. The only slave I've ever met who does floors in full length black dress and pearls, but then again she is the only slave I've ever met.

We had a couple come in earlier to hire out the dungeon. They've not been here before so it was great for them to have a helpful slave around who was more than happy to show them where things where and how to use the hoist. It sounds like the life of a slave is more varied than I first thought. Who would have guesses that such unexpected helpfulness would have been rewarded with an invitation to join the fun?

She's now been rewarded for the house work by being tied down in the front dungeon. I checked in on her and she looks happy as can be, hairy balls exposed through panties and all.

Earlier today we got a call from Danny. He has a thing about collars and discipline and wanted to tell about it. Mistress was busy with something at the time so I chatted to him for almost an hour, sharing details of my school uniforms too. Interesting fetish.

Today is the busiest it's been since I started here and I have to say it's much more fun when there's things going on. Right now the two girls are doing a golden shower on a client. They must be enjoying it since I can hear happy sounds coming from up there.

Now if only this paid more than Wonderbus, I'd be quite happy that the whole bus thing will be out of action for a while.

Working with Women

I feel like I have worked in quite a few male dominated industries. Certainly female tour guides are few and far between. At Aus Post there were barely a handful of us. And even in banking or wine sales there were definitely more men and men in higher positions than women.

It's an interesting position I find myself in now that I'm in a women only work environment. The energy is VERY different and I find myself in a distinctly different footing. I remember this feeling from when I was doing my traineeship at Tosolini's. A feeling of wanting to be respected by them. I guess I care a lot more what a bunch of women think of me than a bunch of men.

With men I know how to tease them and coax them into liking me and opening up to me. A handy skill which has often meant they've taught me and helped me in ways they weren't even aware of. With women I want them to like me and open up to me but on my own real merits, not just because I stroke their egos.

I am enjoying this new challenge. A house full of sex workers who's job it is to be dominate and humiliate men. These girls know what it is to have someone sucking up to them. I'm pretty certain they aren't going to mistakenly think I'm trying to do that. But for me it is still a challenge to be in such a different environment to what I'm used to. From Wonderbus and Destiny Tours to receptionist at The Kastle - who would have thought?

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That Niggerly Itch

There is sunshine today. Thank god for SUNSHINE!!

Miserable rain has been falling on Sydney for what feels like an eternity. The roads are flooded, the house is leaking, and I haven't been to the beach for way too long. But today there is sunshine and the world feels like a better place for it.

I'll see my Viejito today too. Things are progressing slowly with us but progressing nonetheless. We are not living together yet which I would have liked but sometimes these things can't be helped. I will be patient for now and trust that the things that need to happen will happen.

I was looking through some photos for the National Scooter Rally we attended a few weeks ago. Sometimes I see us for a second how we must appear to others who don't know us. Sometimes for a spilt second I can see why some people just don't get us. But then I try to imagine myself with someone else, someone who fits the mould closer to what would be expected as a partner for me. And I can't imagine anyone who comes close to making me laugh like my man does, or who makes me smile or feel as good as he does. It might not make sense but it works. And anyone who doesn't like it can just deal with it.

But there is something else on my mind. I can't put my finger on it but there is something that is bothering me like a mozzie bite on your hand. You can't quite see it, and sometimes you're not even sure it's there but you find yourself scratching and being irritated without even realising you're doing it. I don't think it's work, I don't think it's love, it's something small that is playing on the back of my mind and won't come forward or disappear till I find it.

I hope what ever it is surfaces soon. When I feel like this all I want to do is consume. Drugs, food, money - whatever, I just want to go all out when I feel like this and I'm in no position to be indulging in any at the moment.

But today there is sunshine and for today nothing will bother me. I'll see mi Viejito and go for a ride in the warms and soak up as much of the city in summer I can, just for today.