Wednesday, April 05, 2006

The Joys of Share House Living

Wednesday 05 April 2006 9:20pm

My housemates are doing my head in.

The ones I thought I knew are irritating me like a borrowed bra, the ones I thought were nuts are actually quite understanding and the ones I thought were mad as a cut snake are proving consistent.

There's changes in the air and I wish it would hurry up and storm already. Storms can be scary but once they're done you can get on with cleaning up the mess. This holding pattern while I watch the storm coming closer and closer is making me nervous, and nervous makes ME a total shit to live with. I'm irritating myself with what a shitty housemate I am but it's like I'm watching myself from a distance unable to change.

I pulled off a phone number from a traffic light today. $165 a week for large room in sunny 5br house Enmore, includes amenities. I won't call but having this number in my pocket is giving me some sort of personal power to deal with the bitch that I've become.

I need a holiday.
I need a pill.
I need to sleep...

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