Monday, November 17, 2008

Aint No Sunshine When He's Gone

Never in a million years would I have guessed he would make me wait all this time.
The kind, caring, sweet man I fell in love with would never have put me through this much pain and uncertainty.
What happend?
Is this the same man?
He looks the same.
He smells the same.
But it can't be the same man. My mind reels when I try to reconcile the two men.

The only thing I can hold on to is the promise I made to myself that one way or another this would end - on or before my birthday. He promised he would not make me be the one to end it. He said that if he found he could not keep his word to be with me he would at least tell me, not make me the one who has to walk away.

There are 3 days till my birthday.

I don't even have the words to say what I feel.

But it's not good.

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